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| Cynics have similar traits to the Pessimist, but unlike the Pessimist, Cynics are fine with how things work. These type of people have no real expectations in life, or at least they try to not have. Perhaps it is an empty life they lead, but they rarely let anyone know of their misfortunes.
They are true sceptics, doubting everything presented to them. Unless they already know about it being true, they will not believe. Cynics see themselves as realists, for they believe they've got reality all figured out. People often perceive them to e cold, and Cynics rarely share themselves with people to prove otherwise. After all, people aren't meant to be trusted. Yet Cynics have no bigger issue with this. Time has led them to accept things.
They are no dreamers either. They certainly don't have, what they would call, "childish fantasies". They stick to what they know. It is not that they are reluctant to accept new things -perhaps they are- but they don't find the evidence all too convincing for them to adopt another type of thinking.
Cynics are not charming people. They prefer to say truthful statements instead of sugar-coating. They are not seen as particularly sensitive -even though they may or may not be- as they show little consideration. They see through facades and lies and lean on facts and logic for support. Whether or not they are social, Cynics don't value relationships that much. Of course there might be an exception or two, but they generally live for themselves. Emotions are for fools, they think. Even though they feel this way, it doesn't mean they don't harbour them. They are just more secretive about it than others.
Quote: "A cynic is a man who knows the price of everything but the value of nothing." -Oscar Wilde Ha, see people, I'm Cynical, not pessimistic... Jackasses.. .Jk :P | | |
| "If everyone cared, and Nobody cried,
If everyone loved, and Nobody lied,
If everyone shared, and swallowed their pride,
then we'd see the day, where nobody died" Nickleback
Heard those words tonight.... Touching words, and mostly true. Love your fellow man/woman people. We're all in this shit together, mostly. Take care all.
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| Abandonment..... Sub-category of the main fear, Loneliness. I hope I'm never alone again. It sucks having people leave you.... An experiance I was reminded of just tonight. almost 30 minutes of crying back and forth. It breaks my heart to see her cry.... And I know it hurts her just as much to see me cry.... Almost starting to cry just thinking about it. Anywho, Listen people, if you find someone you really, truly care for.... Take care of them. Love them as much as you can.
Still need a job. Still need a new vehicle. Still need a life for when I can't spend time with Beth. If anyone's not doin anyting between 12 P.M. and later, gimme a call, and we'll hang out or something. That is, assuming, I'm not going to be hanging out with Beth, or some other unforseen circumstance.
Anywho, that's my very short, very blunt update for ... oh, I dunno... 5 months or so. I'm sure no one's going to read this, and if they do... Huzzah! The replies are what count.
Take care, all who read this.
Your friend (Or enemy)
Wes
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| Hello all. I'll actually be surprised if anyone reads this. Seems everyone is busy now-a-days, or just don't check these, or just don't care. I think it's time for an update, and of course, my rant per post.
First, detassling blows. I need a real job, but where? Jewel, apparently, is cutting hours, so says Ryan, and I don't believe I'd be able to get a job there anyway. Wal-mart is my last last last resort, and I really don't want to work there. I'm open to suggestions.
Next, car... Preferably a truck actually. Anyone know where I could find a cheap but decent one? I'm still looking around. My POS has been quite troublesome lately, but hey, whatya gonna do? It's 30+ years old for christ's sake. Oh well.
Things are going wonderfully with Beth ^_^. I honestly couldn't be happier when it comes to the realm of relationships. We just recently hit the 6 months mark, and that's a feat in itself. I have very high hopes for this one.
My rant...... People have enough will to complain about their problems... But not enough will to do something about it. It pisses me off. People complain, and don't do shit about it. I know I've said this on this thing many times, but people still do it. Now, I admit, I'm hypocritical when it comes to this, but I've tried. My problem is not only will, but motivation and dedication. The only problems I really have at the moment, is i'm kind of unhappy with my appearance/weight. I'm 200 pounds, and if you've seen me, I'm not quite the skinniest of the bunch. Now, I'm aware that I'm not that large, I'm still fast, and I'm quite strong, but still. I'd really really really like to start working out again, but that's where the whole lacking motivation comes in. I hate doing things alone like working out. If anyone is seriously up for it, let me know. Ryan... We've gotta become urban jumpers dude!! Quit bein busy and shit.
Anywho, that's my very brief update. I'm kind of tired right now, explaining the briefness, but, I hope it sheds a little light for those of you who care.
That being said, I hope all of you take care.
Wes
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| Time to update because I have nothing better to do.
It seems as though many people are going or have already gone out of state for a while for summer vacation... Katie went somewhere, Andrew's going or gone, Adam and Tommy are going down to Florida apparently... And Beth is still in Kentucky v_v. So sad. This summer may very well continue on the path of what Lameness.... like I thought it was going to. Oh well, there's still 2+ months left, so we'll see how it goes.
My Job... BWAHAHAHAHAHA... I'm quitting. I put my 2 weeks in today.... Fuck that place. They were lowering our hours anyway due to the highering of more people. It's not even worth it anymore. I don't really plan on getting another job untill after detassling. I can't have detassling and another job at the same time.... I'd be dead... all the time, and that would suck.
So, camping.... when's that gonna happen guys? When, where, and who's comming. Lemme know, or lets all get together and plan this shit.
Speaking of getting together, my and the guys are thinking about building things. Anyone have any ideas that aren't "illegal" and don't involve me getting ass-raped because someone identified my ghetto-ass truck? Potatoe guns, powerful slingshots, and a robot are what we've come up with so far. Let me know if any of you have any ideas.
Unfortunatly, my life is JUST that boring to where that's all I have to report. I hope you're all doing well, and if not... well... you're probably doing something wrong. Take care everybody.
Seeya around,
Wes | | |
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